
I felt like I was a fool. With every step I took forward, I looked back twice. Nothing’s changed. Though, I don’t look back much.
The Unconventional Perspective

I felt like I was a fool. With every step I took forward, I looked back twice. Nothing’s changed. Though, I don’t look back much.

“If you’re doing something for your dreams, no matter how small, then you’ve already set yourself apart from the crowd.”
Most people don’t try. They fear to ask themselves what their dream is. They want to step away from their feelings and reality.
(more…)There are times I feel uneasy. My heart says there’s probably something wrong – I don’t know what. Something doesn’t feel alright.

“Life gives you pills. You choose one. But that doesn’t matter, because each one kills you in some way.”

I have already lost a lot each time I tried to gain something. I’m prepared to lose more.
I lost my sleep over this thought.
This seemed unfair to me.
“You can’t succeed without losing something,” I was told. I didn’t want to agree.
“Why do I have to lose something to gain what I have to?” I’d hate losing what I have for what I want to have. Any sane human would.

There wasn’t a day when I didn’t doubt myself. I looked in the mirror and saw a fool. I had no idea what I was doing.
I might not have expressed this often, but I feared being laughed at. Being pointed out as the clumsy beginner. And then, regretting because of my failures.